CONTEMPORARY BRITISH POETRY: GENDER, SEX, EMBODIMENT
You’re Beautiful
by Simon Armitage
You’re beautiful
because you’re classically trained.
I’m ugly because I associate piano with strangulation.
You’re beautiful because you stop to read the cards in newsagents’ windows
5 about lost cats and missing dogs.
I’m ugly because of what I did to that jellyfish with a lolly-stick and a big stone.
You’re beautiful because for you, politeness is instinctive, not a marketing campaign
I’m ugly because desperation is impossible to hide.
Ugly like he is,
10 Beautiful like hers,
Beautiful like Venus,
Ugly like his,
Beutiful like she is,
Ugly like Mars.
15 You’re beautiful because you believe in coincidence and the power of thought.
I’m ugly because I proved God to be a mathematical impossibility.
You’re beautiful because you prefer home-made soup to the packet stuff.
I’m ugly because once, at a dinner party,
I defended the aristocracy and wasn’t even drunk.
20 You’re beautiful because you can’t work the remote control.
I’m ugly because of satellite television and twenty-four hour rolling news.
Beautiful like hers,
25 Ugly like his,
Beautiful like she is,
You’re beautiful because you cry at weddings as well as funerals.
I’m ugly because I think of children as another species from a different world.
30 You’re beautiful because you look great in any colour including red.
I’m ugly because I think shopping is strictly for the acquisition of material goods.
You’re beautiful because when you were born, undiscovered planets
lined up to peep over the rim of yiour cradle and lay gifts of gravity and light
at your miniature feet.
35 I’m ugly for saying ‘love at first sight’ is another form of mistaken identity,
and that the most human of all responses is to gloat.
40 Ugly like his,
You’re beautiful because you’ve never seen the inside of a car-wash.
I’m ugly because I always ask for a receipt.
45 You’re beautiful for sending a box of shoes to the third world.
I’m ugly because I remember the telephone numbers of ex-girlfriends
and the year Schubert was born.
You’re beautiful because you sponsored a parrot in a zoo.
I’m ugly because when I sigh it’s like the slow collapse of a circus tent.
50 Ugly like he is,
55 Ugly like Mars.
You’re beautiful because you can point at a man in a uniform and laugh.
I’m ugly because I was a police informer in a previous life.
You’re beautiful because you drink a litre of water and eat three pieces of fruit a day.
I’m ugly for taking the line that a meal without meat is a beautiful woman with one eye.
60 You’re beautiful because you don’t see love as a competition and you know how to lose.
I’m ugly because I kissed the FA Cup then held it up to the crowd.
You’re beautiful because of a single buttercup in the top buttonhole of your cardigan.
I’m ugly because I said the World’s Strongest Woman was a muscleman in a dress.
You’re beautiful because you couldn’t live in a lighthouse.
65 I’m ugly for making hand-shadows in front of the giant bulb, so when they look up,
the captains of vessels in distress see the ears of a rabbit, or the eye of a fox,
or the legs of a galloping black horse.
70 Beautiful like Venus,
75 Beautiful like hers,
I once read that poem in Liverpool and a lady came up to me afterwards and said, ‘Don’t worry, I’m ugly as
well.’
Havisham
by Carol Ann Duffy
Beloved sweetheart bastard. Not a day since then
I haven’t wished him dead. Prayed for it
so hard I’ve had dark green pebbles for eyes,
ropes on the backs of my hands I could strangle with.
Spinster. I stink and remember. Whole days
in bed cawing Noooo at the wall; the dress
yellowing, trembling if I open the wardrobe;
the slewed mirror, full-length, her, myself, who did this
to me? Puce curses that are sounds not words.
Some nights better, the lost body over me,
My tongue fluent in its mouth in its ear
Then down till I suddenly bite awake. Love’s
Hate behind a white veil; a red balloon bursting
in my face. Bang. I stabbed at the wedding-cake.
Give me a male corpse for a long slow honeymoon.
Don’t think it’s only the hear that b-b-b-breaks.
The Fat Black Woman Goes Shopping
By Grace Nichols
Shopping in London winter
is a real drag for the fat black woman
going from store to store
in search of accommodating clothes
and de weather so cold
Look at the frozen thin mannequins
fixing her with grin
and de pretty face salesgals
exchanging slimming glances
thinking she don’t notice
Lord is aggravating
Nothing soft and bright and billowing
to flow like breezy sunlight
when she walking
The fat black woman curses in Swahili/Yoruba
and nation language under her breathing
all this journeying and journeying
The fat black woman could only conclude
that when it come to fashion
the choice is lean
Nothing much beyond size 14
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